some people are so fucking smart. it just blows me away.

 i think i get to go to the next J.Lo concert whenever that is.  Im not sure if she's even touring lately, but its part of my Christmas present.  I love J.Lo- so damn sexy, especially that I'm Glad video. I guess you could say shes my idol.  that woman is amazing. 

What do you all think about Arnold being governor? i love that man also, and its really pissing me off how people are criticizing him already, on his movie stardom, when we haven't even seen how he works yet.  Movie stars go through a lot of shit. its dumb when people say "should so-and-so go into office, even though they're famous?" well why the hell can't they, they could still have good leadership qualities. just my opinion.dont judge unless you have a solid basis

 *i wish i could meet Joey Ramone*

got a real reality check today- i dont think James likes me anymore. we used to have a really solid friendship, ever since we met in that Starbucks [can't live without my Vanilla Frap], but lately he's been distant.  I think he's got a new love match, maybe he's afraid to tell me.  Here's a thought- i bet it's Karla. That would be just great, my best friend dating the bitch from hell.  I despise Karla DIE BITCH DIE.  Cant imagine how that girl happened to acquire so many enemies.  common sense you'd think, would teach you that to have worthy friends, you have to treat others nicely.  but no, Karlas rich, so she doesn't need to be nice.  oh please James, don't be dating Karla, that would just kill me.

me and my 'friend' Russel tried to get into a bar last night.  not many people know what we've done and I intend to keep it that way. It's nice to just have casual hookups without people getting into your business. anyway, we were turned down..i forgot my fake id, but i had figured it would have been worth a shot. guess not. went back to his house, and got our freak on

well im going to go work on my song, which im singing for the school concert coming up.

"The strangest sight there alone they stood"